Friday, May 25, 2012

KILLING TIME

salam.

mood final exam sekarang.alhamdulillah, dah lepas satu paper. 5 more to go. 6hb insyaallah tamat sem dan tamat tahun 2 dan lepas tu yeehooo yabeda bedooo balik rumah cuti 3bulan membina badan! -.-"

a few days sebelum aku balik, family aku akan pergi menghantar adik aku yang ke 3 ke cfs iium pj.tudia!nak buat family uia ka apa? harap harap yang lepas ni ke luar negara lah pulak kot. tak payah lah nak masuk uia ramai ramai haha.boleh camtu?

sebelum habis cuti list bilik untuk year akan datang dikeluarkan.sebelum ni masa cuti baru dikeluarkan. memang bikin aku panas jugak la.kena pindah level 4 dari level 2. kena tinggalkan compartment kesayangan yang memiliki wifi yang super duper hebat! tapi, aku masih bersyukur sebab tak kena tukar blok. parah jugak nak angkut barang. nak naik satu level pun mengah weh kalau buku semua tak nak kalah kamus dewan.

dan paling sedih jibah kena tukar bilik sebelah.what the? ni buat aku makin berapi. wahhh..suka hatinya diorang tukar tukar roomate macam tukar pakwe.HAHA.so, selepas negotiation dibuat dan majlis syura diadakan dengan ahli bilik sebelum dan selepas maka dapatlah permission untuk tukar bilik.so, sekarang tengah tunggu approval je lah. nak sedapkan hati, kitorang imagine nak berpicnic lepak lepak depan bilik as depan bilik yang bakal kitorang duduk nanti ada ruang sikit. maybe sebab hujung sekali.so,cadangnya nak beli tikar untuk duduk rehat petang petang sambil menikmati angin yang sepoi sepoi bahasa.

so, dah malas nak fikir,terima dengan redha.Awal awal memang amukan yang hebat lah dekat twitter.kitorang antara yang terawal yang tau pasal rombakan ni,so bila mengamuk dekat twitter baru ramai yang tau.see?ada kebaikkanya bukan? ni amukan yang bermanfaat. unrestricted maslaha kalau ikut subjek BLE. muehehehe :P

now, masuk stori lain.well, exam weeks, normal lah kalau tidur lewat stress bagai kan. starting from form 4, maybe sebab masa tu duduk hostel dan ditambah dengan cuaca di negeri tebu itu sangat panas dan kadang kadang tak menentu, maka skin condition pun jadi huru hara. pimples mula tumbuh sana sini, kalah gunung berapi.tapi sedapkan hati dengan ayat "alah, biasalah,teenagers, ini perkara normal."

tapi sekarang,no no no.takboleh jadi nih,apsal tak hilang hilang?geram jugak. mula salahkan kehidupan asrama haha. ye lah tak duduk asrama tak jadi macam ni pun.aku ada baca yang actually pimple growth ni merupakan petunjuk kepada keadaan dalaman badan anda. disebabkan badan anda tak boleh nak detoxify dengan baik, toxin akan keluar ikut kulit especially muka. so aku pun "woah, macam teruk je inner system aku." korang boleh google face map, if pimples naik dekat hidung sebab apa, dekat dagu sebab apa etc. so, now baru ada kesedaran untuk treat dari dalam. before nih treat luaran je kan.

so, aku ada ambik satu produk femes ni. tapi tak nak share lagi sebab tak nampak efek lagi. baru sangat ambik. nanti if dah nampak efek baru aku reveal ok. sekarang skin condition agak teruk sikit sebab detoxifying tengah berlaku so kulit sebagai agen perkumuhan yan terbesar kenalah bertanggungjawab mengeluarkan toxin yang sedia ada.

the only thing yang aku tak suka, bila condition macam ni, ada je orang nak tegur kan. yang bagi kata kata semangat, terima kasih daun keladi lain kali bagi lagi. tapi, yang bagi kata kata kurang membina tu kadang buat kita panas jugak lah. misalnya "ni jerawat banyak mesti dok mengorat" "ni mesti dok menggatal" bla bla bla. eh, hello, saya mengerahkan tulang empat kerat dekat sini untuk study,stuffing everything inside my brain, hampa, hampa, dan hampa apa tau? yes, sensitif sikit bab nih sebab amboi aku nih dah takde kerja lain ke nak buat semua tu? sekadar eyeing stok stok hensem ye lah,mengagumi ciptaan Allah yang cantik :) tapi tu sebab ternampak tapi flirting?NEVER! yes,memang lah just kidding joking whatever tapi kalau selalu sangat bikin amarah jugak la.

lelaki ke perempuan ke dilayan sama rata. takde lebih lebih sebab sekarang fokus adalah terhadap study. so,yes, kakak adik abang pakcik makcik especially, never ever say that to me anymore!I'm trying to find the best cure so why don't you pray for my recovery?

Tudiaa bila baca balik macam meroyan pun ada.haha. saja tulis entry ni sebab tengah tunggu download habis.sanggup download dari mintak dekat orang because my ego doesn't let me to do that -.-" lepas ni kena sambung study sebab paper KILLER ahad nih tapi alhamdulillah, subjek protein biotechnology adalah subjek yang sangat digemari. semoga Allah permudahkan. Amin. and readers, do pray for me ok!

oh yeah,adik aku suruh aku buat entri pasal bioscience and biotech.nantilah, takde mood nak buat lagi sebab mengingatkan kepada BLE saje.hehe. oh,download dah habis. till then!

Friday, May 18, 2012

LIFE IN CFS IIUM- A MEMORY

salam.

hari ni aku dapat request dari adik aku yang ketiga, anim untuk tulis serba sedikit pasal cfs iium; suasana, EPT,APT, CPT, taaruf week etc. oh yeah, alhamdulillah, adik aku dapat further studies in medical course dekat uia jugak.well, kali ni dah masuk 3 kali ayah aku pergi hantar anak dekat PJ tu.just yang kedua masuk kejap je, tak sampai sebulan dah pergi ambik balik sebab dapat offer IPG. this time,ak tau lagilah sebab dia pun dapat interview lain,so untuk selamat,masuk je dulu cfs iium tu. akan daftar 2 Jun ni.

 aku scroll lah aku punya entri dulu dulu. masa nak masuk cfs dulu. rasa nak lempang diri sendiri pun ada. SARAP? Apakah? grammar,ejaan yang digunakan macam orang tak pergi sekolah. baca lagi sekali. oohhh..SARAPAN rupanya. ok,boleh lempang laju laju sekarang. the best thing adik aku post link entri yang tu lah kot untuk tatapan kawan kawan.ok, sekarang mohon lempang kuat kuat!

tapi boleh nampak lah tahap kematangan diri sendiri meningkat dengan mendadak. tahniah. dulu masih tercari cari gaya penulisan sendiri lagi. masih terikut ikut dengan perosak bahasa. sekarang alhamdulillah a lil bit better i guess? :D

ok,straight to the point. mohon kalau ada yang tersilap,harap dimaafkan. akak dah tinggalkan cfs for 2years adik adik. the only one thing that i miss so much is the presence of tv in each level's lobby. hahaha :D

 AWAS!PERINGATAN!

CHANGES MIGHT HAPPEN. YOU MAY FIND WHAT I TELL YOU IN THIS ENTRY MIGHT NOT BE ELIGIBLE ANYMORE. THIS IS FROM MY EXPERIENCE STAYING IN CFS IIUM FOR 2 YEARS (2008-2010).

first of all, i know, uolls nak tau pasal exams yang end with PT tu kan? i know that feelings that u guys feel right now.cuak. apa kes masuk terus ada exam kan? dah la for months buku masuk dalam kotak kan? ok,sekarang boleh unpack semula kotak masing masing.

1) PLACEMENT TESTS

kalau tak silap, ada mention kan PT tu maksudnya apa? PLACEMENT TEST. nama pun placement, so tujuan dia nak bahagi bahagikan korang ikut level  masing.so,

English, based on result EPT, akan dibahagikan ikut level. selalunya level 3 paling minimum,4,5 and 6 and paling hebat of course lah exempted.dan tak perlu ambik english level level lagi.terus ambik EAP; English for Academic Purposes.ada soalan comprehension and writing sahaja kalau tak silap.so, boleh lah nak buka balik buku buku english grammar bagai tuh.

APT pulak untuk Arabic placement test. so,untuk kite kite yang buta arab nih, tulis nama je. nak jawab pun takkan tau soalan dia pasal apa.haha. and jangan risau if dapat level 1.ramai je yang kena level 1.belajar arab ni best! bila lagi nak dapat peluang ni kan?

untuk fardhu ain pulak, soalan yang keluar pasal fardhu ain lah. if tak lepas, kena masuk kelas fardhu ain. jangan risau ustaz ustazah dekat sana best best. for both arab and fardhu ain. yang selalu keluar tv pun ada.nanti korang jumpa lah.

untuk CPT (computer), kalau tak silap lah,soalan pasal internet, browsers, search engine, blog pun ada, pasal dunia IT lah. tak de level; either exempted or tak lepas je. if exempted tak kena ambik course Computer 1. if  tak lepas,kenalah ambik. tapi,still jangan risau.

all exams will be conducted during taaruf week kot.kalau tak silap.

2) STUDY CIRCLE

If dekat mrsm kita ada homeroom, dekat uia kita ada study circle. tetapi berunsurkan islamik sikit.akan dipimpin oleh seorang naqibah yang dalam kalangan korang jugak. nak jadi naqibah ada interview. study circle nih selalunya akan dibuat sekali seminggu; ada module sebenarnya. banyak yang korang akan belajar dari study circle. and u will get new circle of friends!

3) ACCOMMODATION

Kita tak panggil lah blok, hostel bagai nih. UIA kan?arabic lah sikit.hihi. kita panggil mahallah. so far, untuk perempuan, ada 2 mahallah, Zainab (ZC) and Khadijah(KC). ada mahallah Aishah (AC) but tak sure guna lagi ke tak. untuk lelaki, ada 2 jugak kot, sebab tak pasti yang satu lagi digunakan atau tak iaitu Abu bakar (ABC) and Umar (UKC). satu bilik maksimum 4 orang. tapi selalunya dia bagi 3 orang ke satu bilik. tapi, tak tau lah sekarang. katil double decker. nak duduk dengan kawan sendiri? enggak bisa ya anak anak. the key is randomly given. ala...time ni lah nak besarkan circle of friends korang.ye tak?jangan risau lah. just angkat beg and masuk bilik dengan cool. jumpa kawan baru and bertanya khabar. tapi sealunya 2nd year kita boleh mintak nak sebilik dengan siapa.tapi, 2nd year lah. :D

4) FOOD

insyaallah, takkan kebuluran. ini kerana setiap mahallah mempunyai cafe mereka yang tersendiri. plus cafe yang special yang terletak diatas jambatan. i miss that cafe. hebat tak? harga standard lah.tak mahal tak murah. tapi tak tau lah sekarang. tapi,insyaallah,affordable. if not, isi form aduan.hehe.

5)COMPOUND

cfs ni tak besar mana pun. memang jalan kaki je. nak bawak transport sendiri? wait for the next 2 years when u enter the main campus. haha. tak boleh bawak ye. blok blok kelas semua reachable. kelas pukul 8, bangun pukul 7.45 pagi pun still sempat sampai on time. best kan? please don't try this at cfs. haha. banyak blok untuk kelas and admin. BLOCK E, D, SMAWEP(bangunan paling terbaik!),LY, ANNEXE etc. nama yang digunakan memang sangat unik.nanti korang akan ada tour masa taaruf week untuk kenal bangunan bangunan ni. jangan risau. insyaallah tak sesat. diorang akan bagi map. oh yeah, ada busana lagi untuk korang habiskan duit KPM bagi untuk beli jubah and baju etc.

6) CLASSES
 
Di cfs, takde mass lecture macam matrik lain yang satu kelas beratus tu. kelas semua maximum 30 je kot.macam dekat sekolah. again, ini masa zaman akak ye adik adik. sekarang dengar kata budak nilai dah tukar masuk pj. populasi bertambah. so, i'm not sure. tapi rasanya takde kot.

7) ATTIRE

anything yang menutup aurat lah senang cerita. untuk ke kelas or untuk outing or untuk ke mana mana campus area. perempuan wajib bertudung ye. mostly baju kurung and jubah lah. senang nak pakai and menutup aurat. tapi, nak pakai seluar and baju labuh pun ok je.lelaki pulak, macam biasalah, slacks and shirts. takpun t-shirt berkolar kot. i'm talking from the rules perspective. hehe. kasut bertutup. sebab nak masuk lab semua kan. and and no jeans baby! :)

8) COURSE MODULES

basically, semua course(science stream only) belajar benda yang lebih kurang sama. except untuk engineering and physical science lah.nanti korang akan dapat senarai subjects yang kena ambik for the whole 2 years.don't worry, lab session sangat best! text book pun tak mahal. if tak nak beli, boleh pinjam je dekat library.ala..macam biasalah. untuk art stream, maaf sangat sangat sebab i don't know.

*if korang nak tukar course, masa taaruf week diorang akan bagi borang untuk tukar, for free. tapi dapat tak dapat tuh depends on kelayakan jugak lah. tapi setiap sem ada dikeluarkan borang untuk tukar course jugak,tapi berbayar lah.

9) FACILITIES

so far, dalam cfs ada clinic, atm machine, cafes,musolla and kiosks in each mahallah, photostating center, cafes, courts for all types of sports,  and near the classes, Al-Malik Faisal Hall (AMF), bilik study, padang besar gedabak,masjid dekat depan cfs tu je, kfc jalan universiti. eh? dah keluar topik. hehe. simply said, banyak facilities yang ada dalam cfs. dekat ZC, tv ada dekat setiap level kot. seriously HEAVEN!oh yeah, ada astro lagi! WIFI is provided. jangan risau. just korang akan kena register dulu baru boleh guna lah.

10) TAARUF WEEK

taaruf week nih minggu orientasi. taaruf in arabic kan maksudnya berkenalan. just follow the flow. insyaallah anda akan rasa best. especially masa opening and closing ceremonies, and cultural night. seriously terbaik!mungkin ambik masa plus minus seminggu.

11) OUTING

taraaa!!! benda paling penting kan? that's why, saje je letak last last.haha. outing is on weekend only. jumaat until ahad. nak outing senang je. keluar depan pak guard, bersepah taxis, public buses akan lalu. tak ingat sangat kena naik bas apa untuk pergi mana. so, tanya lah akak faci masa taaruf week nanti ok. setakat kfc jalan u and jaya one, boleh jalan kaki saja.haha :D

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so, setakat ni lah kot yang boleh diceritakan berdasarkan memori yang masih ada dalam kepala sekarang nih. panjang lebar aku explain. buat assignment kalau boleh buat macam ni,dah full mark aku rasa.harap dapat menjawab persoalan anda semua. takkan nak cerita semua kan? tak thrill lah.just go and experience them by yourselves. banyak sangat aktiviti yang selalu diadakan. join lah. aku dulu pemalas, online jer kerja. HAHA.bab ada jual jual baru semangat nak pergi. memang parah. never try this.haha




so, goodluck untuk semua. for adik aku, anim, a piece of advice for you:

selamat menempuhi alam universiti. now, u are in another step, so close to reach for your dream. a great doctor kan? well, prove it. i'm sorry for not being able to join to send you.don't get carried away with the fun and joyful things which can be harmful later. ingat abah and mama and family selalu. wifi insyaallah laju maka untunglah sebab boleh berskype dengan lancar. semoga dapat bertabah dengan kehidupan di situ.haha. well, a life without circumstances is not called as life,isn't it? just remember this, when life gives you lemon, make lemonade.dekat dengan angah je kan, sila ajak dia outing and kikis banyak banyak hahahahaha. nak balik boleh call paksu mintak tolong beli tiket. naik keretapi untuk lebih mudah. haha. please make friends as many as possible, but please don't make any husband yet. please wait for my turn to come first, then i'll let you to have one. muahahahaha. kalau free, sila visit aku dekat kuantan. i'm alone here and i'm so jealous that you will have bunch of closed people around you.

all the best!

p/s: mohon jangan baca entri yang ditaip zaman ribena dahulu kala. aku sendiri pun pening bila baca. sungguh tak matang gaya penulisan yang digunakan sehingga terasa layak untuk dilempang sekali.

till then.

Sunday, April 29, 2012

BERKONGSI

salam.

Alhamdulillah,lately uia selalu je adakan talk yang best best dan menarik. aku pun actually bukan yang jenis selalu attend talk sangat. sebab?malas nak jalan pergi venue talk tersebut. sanggup lagi berhibernasi dalam bilik walaupun takde benda nak buat. and then,disebabkan someone, semangat nak pergi talk timbul sedikit demi sedikit.(ehem,pika,*wink*) cewah, sebab yang memang tak boleh blah.tapi, at least, dia initiator untuk buat benda yang baik. sebelum tu, kepada kawan kawan, jangan fikir benda lain.haha.

awal awal memanglah macam terpesong sikit niat tu,tapi bila dah sampai, rasa suasana talk tu, terdetik di hati, semoga ilmu yang dapat malam ni, akan dapat diamalkan, dan kerana Allah swt.

dan semalam, bersemangat menhadiri talk oleh Prof Dr Muhaya yang bertajuk "Am I a Professional Muslim?". sebelum ni, just baca hasil tulisan dan buah fikiran beliau secara online je. itu pun dah menarik,so keinginan nak tengok secara live sangat membuak buak. first time, tengok banner, rasa tak percaya. like seriously Dr Muhaya nak datang sini? seriously?seronok!!

terus menggedik ajak jibah untuk ke talk sekali.ehem, tak salahkan mengajak untuk memeriahkan majlis ilmu.hehe. kitorang terlambat sikit,dalam 15 min, masuk je grand hall, WOAH!RAMAI GILER ORANG!padan muka! lambat apsal?kalau jalan dulu mesti dah boleh duduk depan. we ended up sitting quite behind. tapi nampaklah juga figure Dr Muhaya.dan mujurlah talk baru start.

every words that came out from her mouth seriously membuatkan aku WOAH!! inpromptu speech. kagum ok! banyak ilmu yang dapat diambil semalam. Serba sedikit yang aku boleh share kat sini:

1) MOTIVATION AND INSPIRATION

Motivation, adalah goals untuk short term. Misalmya, nak dapat 8A dalam exam. lepas dah dapat,dah tak study.ehem.terasa.and that's why, banyak motivational camp,motivators yang wujud bila kita nak exam.yang tolong motivate untuk set target kita. tapi,inspiration, untuk long term.so, kena decide, kita nak jadi one of the motivating or inspiring people? well, secara ringkasnya beginilah.

study to pass = motivation. study to know and learn = inspiration. such a simple formula.


2) CONSCIOUS AND SUBCONSCIOUS MIND

Kitorang dapat lihat bagaimana subconscious mind sebenarnya lebih mempengaruhi kita. Formula yang beliau bagi: Thought --> Emotion --> Action --> Reaction

Everything yang kita buat,semuanya bermula dari thought/fikiran. Belief system and habits are the one that decide the thought. So, sekarang, minda yang mengawal fikiran ada dua, conscious and subconscious mind.
Bila kita diberi soalan, macam 23+26-4/7, agak susah kita nak menjawab dengan cepat. Tapi, if kita disuruh untuk menggambarkan anything, like Ka'abah,in few millisecs kita dah boleh nampak kan?

Sebabnya, calculation tu kita gunakan conscious mind which operates only at 4bytes/sec! tapi,subconscious mind operates at 400 billion bytes/sec! So,yang mana lagi superb?

and then Prof listkan negative things can weaken you and how. Sugar is one of them. So girls,don't be too obsessed with cute cupcakes etc! Even, reaction dari environment,yang kita tak tau pun, boleh efek pada badan kita, unconsciously. Siap ada demo di depan that made me WOAH for many times. Subhanallah! kalau tak pergi talk,tak tahu pasal semua ni. Thanks ya Allah for giving me this opportunity.


3) ORANG YANG BERMAKLUMAT DAN ORANG YANG BERILMU

perbezaan di antara bermaklumat dan berilmu. besar sangat bezanya!orang yang bermaklumat, they have the knowledge yet they don't know how to solve the problem arouse. kalau orang yang berilmu, they have the knowledge as well as the wisdom in solving problem. News, newspaper etc- tu bermaklumat. just bagi info,tapi tak dapat solve problem. So, sekarang, we have to decide, which type of people yang kita nak jadikan sebagai guru? yang bermaklumat or berilmu?sekarang kan ramai yang bergurukan news :P

4) THE POWER OF WORDS

setiap perkataan yang kita fikir, boleh memapengaruhi reaction.Apa yang kita fikir,itu yang kita akan dapat.Kalau positif thinking, dapat pun positive reaction.Vice versa.contohnya, kalau asyik fikir akan fail exam, soalan susah etc, itulah yang akan berlaku. Prof stori yang dalam satu seminar, dia jalan jalan and then duduk sebelah kakak ni, then terus cakap "jom kita ambik gambar." kakak tu sangat terkejut sebab dia bagitau prof yang dia memang imagine prof datang duduk sebelah dia and ambik gambar sekali. sampai menagis nangis terharu. and the story made me Woah lagi.tak habis habis woah haha :D

Prof ajar a few formula and techniques yang sangat menarik!kalau nak tau,boleh beli buku beliau.hehe.aku nak beli semalam,tapi tak bawak purse pulak. next time, insyaallah.

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Prof pun banyak cerita cara dia study dulu, and she don't even have a best friend! Beliau cakap, "buat apa?wasting time.If you have Allah and Ad-Din, then you have everything.you need no one."

Well, ayat ni buat aku terfikir sekejap. semalam, aku still yakin yang aku perlukan jugak seorang kawan rapat. but today, i think i'm going to change my mind. a few is enough. Kenapa perlu nak jaga hati orang tertentu sahaja kalau apa yang sepatutnya dilakukan adalah menjaga hati setiap orang? So, aku dah decide to let go a few yang aku still rasa as best friends .I don't even know if they consider me as one. It's too tiring. they are happy together, so why should I bother? As one of  the friends, aku doakan mereka bahagia.

Setiap nasihat prof sangat berharga. Terasa macam semangat yang kian luntur dah segar bugar kembali. Now, everyday, before I sleep and after I wake up, I will pray that for the whole day, all the negative things will go away,leaving the positive ones behind. Like what Prof said, not only "I'll do my best", but "I'll do whatever it takes", to become a good muslimah.

yes, aku masih merangkak-rangkak dalam bab bab nih, tapi mana ada yang terus berlari kan? sedikit sedikit lama lama jadi bukit. semoga akan terus beristiqamah. sape yang pergi talk tu, kalau terbaca and found anything yang salah,tolong kabo kan ye.aku tulis cincai giler sebab mata asyik nak tengok depan je hehe :P i'm trying to hunt for "pahala" by sharing this with the readers. macam Prof cakap,dia suruh like page dia sebab dia nakkan pahala tu bila dia share knowledge,advices etc di situ dengan semua orang..hehe comel :)

antara talk yang terbaik untuk sem ni, selain talk Prof Muhammad yang sangat inspiring hari tu. Esok malam,ada talk "When I see you, my heart beats". and of course (tudiaa of course kot) i'll attend, InsyaAllah. jom jom students iium kuantan!tak rasa menarik ke tajuk tu?haha :D


p/s: thanks for being my "tong sampah masalah" for a quite long time.I can see that now you're happy eventhough you've changed much.. I'm so grateful for that. Hope that the changes you made will bring you good.


Saturday, April 28, 2012

GULUNG

salam.

hi people! happy 2012! HAHA. LOSER giler dah nak habis April baru nak wish. ampunkan daku yang memang dasar pemalas ini.

so, untuk memudahkan diri aku yang memang dasar pemalas ini, kita cerita serba sedikit je lah apa yang telah berlaku selama 4 bulan dalam 2012 ini.

JANUARI

1)Seingat aku, masa ni tengah busy nak final untuk first sem 2nd year? WHAT?masih 2nd year? ramai orang still tak percaya yang aku baru 2nd year. bukan repeat ye uolls.alhamdulillah setakat ni masih tak pegang title itu dan semoga takkan pegang title "repeater" itu. It's just uia system that needs us to go through the foundation studies for 2 years. ok makcik makcik, saya dah tak larat nak explain dah lepas ni hehe :)

2)malam New Year dapatlah jugak tengok saki baki bunga api dari hujung dunia sana. dapat tengok sikit secara hendap hendap dari tingkap bilik pun dah seronok. nasib baik lah bilik menghadap tasik depan mahallah ni kan. kalau sebelah hutan,boleh dengar bunyi cengkerik je la..

3)sambut  birthday Jibah dengan memakan kfc di tc. rasa best sekejap dapat lepaskan diri dari hiruk pikuk buku buku dalam UIA. rasa macam tak nak balik sebab tak nak exam.sungguh tak sedar diri.

4) balik cuti yeayyyy!!for 3 weeks starting 13hb until 6 Jan (kalau tak silap lah)

5) result keluar. jatuh sikit.tak menepati target.tp alhamdulillah, result ni jadi peringatan untuk lebihkan lagi usaha. sedih gile masa tengok result then pergi mengadu dekat mama. masa dinner keesokkan harinya, abah tanya

"macam mana result?"
 "teruk"
"kenapa?tak cukup buku ke?"
"bukan"
"tak cukup masa?"
"bukan"
"habis tu?tak cukup duit?"
"eh?"
"takpe, nanti abah hantar pergi tuisyen"
"abah ni..mana ada tuisyen untuk u!"

and mama pun cakap "soalan dia susah.ramai jugak kawan dia tak boleh buat."

hahahahaha..abah serius lawak.ni efek daripada intan yang dah start pergi tuisyen untuk upsr tahun ni.mula mula bergenang jugak air mata sambil makan nasi sambil bersoal jawab dengan abah.last last
boleh gelak jer :D

FEBRUARI

1) Start sem baru. stress baru.

2) but life must go on. perlu usaha lebih. azam yang sama je actually pffftttt come on fana.bila nak tunaikan azam?


MAC

1) JPA masuk. sakanlah bershopping. tapi,sem ni ada sedikit perubahan. bershopping yang lebih ke arah keilmuan. cewah. Alhamdulillah, sangat bersyukur kerana Allah menganugerahkan minat membaca yang setakat ni masih tidak berbelah bagi.

2) travel to KL dengan Hanis and Jibah. misi nak berjoli dengan cara yang baik.haha.membeli belah buku dan membuncitkan perut.BB1M berjaya dihabiskan. dah penat pusing Kuantan nak habiskan baucer tapi tak tercapai. last last bungkus baju lari ke KL untuk 3 hari. dekat sana, sampai kena tambah duit sendiri beratus ratus.tapi puas hati. hehe. alamatnya,kat rumah bolehlah nak beli rak buku satu lagi.wah, bermadah pujangga.

serbu BookXcess untuk pertama kali.sebelum ni beli online je. masuk je,terus hilang arah tak tau nak beli yang mana. pegang buku ini yang itu,tengok yang orang sebelah pegang, pun cari yang sama. sampaikan orang sebelah jeling jeling "apa yang budak ni tengok tengok". tamak terus menguasai diri.tapi tamakkan buku tak pe,ye dak?haha.

ambik yang berkenan terus masuk dalam basket.sungguh heaven!rasa tak nak balik.kenapa dekat kuantan tak de?why?why?aku sanggup je pegi sana untuk stay sehari hari untuk membaca,apatahlagi secara free. suka tengok suasana orang yang tekun membaca sampaikan anak yang dibawa tak tau nak buat apa dan terlena dekat situ. oh, heaven.again.
dekat budak budak di rumah tak dilupakan.aku ada sambar 4 5 buah jugak untuk diorang.untuk si budak kecik Izzuddin,beli pop up story books.huishh,seronok betul budak zaman sekarang.buku semua menarik.aku yang dah 20++ ni pun still tertarik nak baca buku diorang.semangat aku nak terapkan minat membaca dekat diorang.dulu dulu pun,alhamdulillah setiap tahun dapat naik pentas masa hari anugerah,dan dapat hadiah buku.Enid Blyton series sangat best.masa tu tengah suka nancy drews and hardy boys.masuk darjah 2,start suka R.L. Stine sampailah sekarang, tapi up sikitlah baca dorothy komsoon,cecelia ahern etc.eh,apsal masuk era nostalgia nih?konon nak dramatik letttteewwww..haha.

(pic credits to hanis)

siap bergambar depan bookxcess lagi uolls!!


berpoyo poyoan di dalam kereta.
siap ada video lagi,konon dalam travelling show.


buku buku yang diborong pada hari pertama

further stories,next time. nanti tak sempat cerita yang lain.


APRIL

1) sambut birthday dengan midterm exam protein biotechnology.tahniah fana tahniah.dua kali berturut turut sepanjang di uia kuantan sambut birthday masa exam. tapi,aku suka jugak.sebab biasanya wish yang diberi berserta doa.Alhamdulillah,terasa segalanya dipermudahkan dan kedua dua exam berjalan lancar dan result?Alhamdulillah, boleh tersenyum gembira. and aku rasa sampai final year aku sambut hari pertambahan umur masa exam.perlu buat elok elok dengan penuh semangat supaya sepanjang hari ulangtahun boleh tersenyum riang.itu je pilihan yang ada.

KWW members which are my dear classmates semangat nyanyi lagu birthday dekat aku before masuk exam hall. walaupun kena shush dengan sape entah,tapi aku masih terharu.thanks korang.takpe, kalau aku jumpa sape yang shush,nanti aku shush balik.haha.buruk perangai -.-" 

malam sebelum birthday, telah membuat satu kerja gila, yang kononnya takkan dibuat lagi bila dah bergelar 22.yes,i'm 22 now. such a big number. :O masih terasa memalukan sampai sekarang.

pada hari bersejarah,tak boleh nak keluar bercelebrate.semua orang busy dengan meeting.asyik buka fb nak tengok berapa ramai dah wish haha.tapi tak baca lagi sebab konon nak surprise.terasa lonely kejap.tapi diorang janji keesokkan harinya mesti akan keluar. muka happy balik.haha.such a simple person huh? 

serbu Lilawadi untuk membuncitkan diri justeru menggembirakan hati pada keesokkan harinya. makanan penuh satu meja.then serbu tc.rasanya aktiviti menyerbu tc ni dah jadi perkara wajib setiap kali ada birthday.


hadiah dari cik twin and the only pic yang aku ada.
thanks to polaroid cik twin.
sungguh bertuah sebab ada satu je film yang tinggal.


hadiah dari cik roommate kesayangan.
muka dia 80 percent dari keseluruhan gambar hitamputih itu.ceh.


ewah, pasal birthday,semangat nak upload gambar bagai. tapi tersentap dengan wish dari kawan baik kesayangan yang nun jauh di negara SRK:

" awokkkk!!!!Happy birthday.Smoga awok sntsa ceria n tmbah cntik.Awok da 22.A big num comes with a big responsibility :)"

such a nice wish presented by nice words.thanks a lot friend for the reminder!

thanks jugak kepada semua yang wish. dah reply semua kan?hehehe


2) last week, pergi hiking.nature walk dekat Bukit Pelindung.program batch. sehari sebelum hari program, kami, the committees pergi try hiking dulu.jalan nak naik jalan tar,tapi steepness dia memang hshdbndhgeebjd. speechless.takde perkataan yang boleh digambarkan. malangnya tidak berbau. aku tak boleh nak teruskan perjalanan. sampai 1/5 daripada journey yang sepatutnya, rasa berpinar pinar, and then terkeluar segala isi perut dekat situ.bahana tak dinner, perut kosong then pergi telan sekotak susu pagi tu sebelum naik.syabas fana syabas.then terpaksa merisaukan semua orang dan menyusahkan semua orang.kesian jibah tak dapat naik sekali sebab kena temankan aku turun. teringat lagi muka cuak diorang. ampun uolls!ampun!

bila dengar diorang story pasal bestnya dekat atas tu,dengan serta merta terasa jeles.my pride hurts.ego tinggi memang tak boleh nak buat apa.so, berazam esok mesti kena berjaya naik. balik je terus forward mesej dekat semua orang supaya ambik dinner and avoid taking any milk or dairy products pada waktu pagi sebelum hiking. i learnt from mistakes. thinking from the bright side,nasib baik aku kena dulu, baru la boleh ambik precautions supaya takberlaku lagi dalam skala yang lebih besar.kalau tak, tak tahu lah apa yang berlaku. thanks ya Allah for Your help.

(pic credits to F)

 the amazing KWW girls!!!


dalam perjalanan nak turun dari bukit.
Alhamdulillah, ramai yang dilimpahi dengan nur. :D


Pada hari program, alhamdulillah,takde sebarang perkara yang tak diingini berlaku,except tok ketua batch luka luka sikit.tapi, security committees dengan cekapnya mengawal keadaan. semua berjaya menawan Bukit Pelindung. sebagai apm untuk program ni, i'm so proud of them. and as aku pun berjaya, my pride's back to normal.haha :p tapi masa journey nak naik bukit, memang susah nak dengar sepatah pun perkataan daripada mulut aku yang pada asalnya talkative as aku tengah cuba nak simpan energy.memang satu kejadian yang aneh.haha.committees yang macam dah serik tengok aku yang pucat, lemah,lembik pada hari sebelum asyik tanya ok ke tak.thanks korang sebab caring.hehe.

then,bila turun,nampak air laut tc. Subhanallah,cantik sangat!semua eager nak turun.semangat nampak air laut.lepas rehat kejap, ada games sikit dekat tepi pantai.memang enjoy walaupun tak main. tengok diorang main dengan dapat hint yang memecahkan otak adalah penghibur yang paling baik pada hari tersebut.haha.

seronok sangat bila dapat positive feedback dari kawan kawan. insyaAllah, next tenure bolehla nak buat lagi,dah ramai dah yang minat hiking nih.hehe



ok,for now, itu je lah kot. yang pasti,tak sedikit pulak aku cerita untuk entry kali ni.next time, if dasar pemalas aku dah berjaya dihilangkan,which aku sendiri tak tau bila, aku akan cerita dengan lebih lanjut semua event ni.






Saturday, December 31, 2011

HI 2012, BYE BYE 2011

salam.

1) it's kinda sad to leave 2011 when you realize that you have achieved nothing much. especially when there was a long holiday that made you lazier and increased your weight.sigh.

2) i've been thinking a lot about my achievements this year and they are so little to be proud of. basically, nothing. hurmmm..let's think about the changes of myself. yeah, it becomes worse when it comes to financial part. Spending a lot of money on food,food and food and then regretting about it. Suddenly i feel like i'm so pathetic.

Fortunately, Abah always says "habiskan duit untuk makan takpe." hehe :D

3) Two of my midterm papers were doomed. Luckily, not that bad. At least, my carry marks might help and there are still finals!

4) Now, let's find the good things. Hurmmm..I manage to sleep early almost everyday in this sem. It's good to have your biological cycle back as normal. Finishing all the assignments before the dateline, means that my procrastination level is between low and medium. hurrmm..a good achievement indeed!

5) The weather in Kuantan is not stable. Well, it's the monsoon season so, just get ready with socks and comforter! It's so cold until I can't walk on the floor without the slippers. Ok fana, how to survive later in UK? :S

6) Jibah is going to be 22 in few days! Oucchhh!

7) How fast the time flies. My cousin was married few weeks ago and today, my second cousin is having his reception. and I can't attend any of them. T_T

8) Suddenly, this marriage thingy makes me worry. Anim told me that my aunt asked her about me having any bf yada yada yada. Ohhh.. that's disaster! How should I avoid these questions later?Now, I'm thinking of not going back to kampung this coming holiday.HAHA. and for sure Abah will not let me do that.

 9) Dear aunts, I'm still young. What's the point of rushing? Let me go through this beautiful,exciting and adventure journey of learning peacefully. I have my own ambitions and goals. DON'T BOMBARD ME WITH THOSE BF/HUSBAND/MARRIAGE QUESTIONS. Seriously I don't feel like answering them. Let Allah decides when will it be.

10) I hope I can score the finals. I'm working hard and dilligently now. Ya Allah, please ease everything for me and my friends.

11) I miss home! I miss tv!sobs sobs

12) Izzuddin is going to attend the primary school already! Oh, our "baby" has grown up.  No more "baby" in our house anymore after this I guess. So sad. Maybe we can call him Adik Iz ? Glamour! :P

13) I really hope my sister will get one of the MRSMs. I don't want her to study in that "school" which I know how the students behave. It gives me goosebumps when I think about how spoiled they are. and I always refer them as "budak teruk" (sorry, no offense.A general hypothesis actually) especially the school that's next to that "school". I can't imagine how she can study in a school like that.

14)  You are my friend but I think we are big enough to decide everything especially those simple matters. Don't call me and wasting your credit just to ask the easy peasy questions!

15) I'm sorry for writing it here. It just bothers me a lot and I don't have the guts to tell you straight in your face.

till then.






Thursday, December 22, 2011

fear

dear blog,

the truth is now I'm sacred of everything. really scared.I'm now in confusion and don't know who should I share this fear with.so far, I don't have anyone that is willing to share this fear.I won't blame them for that.

but Allah will. I know I should tell Him. Tell him and hope He will ease everything. I know He will listen.

He is the Most Gracious and the Best Listener indeed.


Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Suffering

salam and hi people!

now I know what :/ means.but now I'm confused what does :s mean? -.-" I'm bad with symbols.

the past two weeks were hectic. and crazy. and tiring. and and and... well, whining doesn't help much now. sigh.



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16 Dec 2011

I dislike myself this week . but not too much.maybe just a little bit. It's like I'm in the self-destruction mode.Everything I did for the past few days really upsetting me. Like the EAW thingy.

I am not really interested in language that needs me to sit for an exam. but if learning the language is just for fun, for extra knowledge, I can still handle it.

but seriously not this one. EAW made me tired and deprived my sleep. I had to go through sleepless nights for a long period. Which is really not nice. Yesterday, I presented my report. Finally. and after going through so many hardships. even though the preparation done was just a so- so.

but still I had put a lot effort in it. I practiced for zillion times, trying to keep my presentation in time. Planning the attention grabber was the most exciting part that made me couldn't wait to present. But what happened during the presentation? I spoke like a train. or like a person who's trying to catch a train. or a bullet train. any kinds of train would do, depends on you.I had to skip few slides and info. plus the jumbled up grammars and sentence structures. and the most important thing, I had to  forget the attention grabber! ='(
All this happened because the report should be presented in 8 minutes only! 23 pages of report people!

It took me 22 minutes to finish my presentation during the rehearsal. But I managed to present just in 8 min and 39 sec yesterday. That 39 sec was due to some interruptions. I guess so. Isn't that amazing? :/ Even taking a breath scared me much. just in case i would exceed 8 min, which I did. Luckily, I didn't exceed more than 1 min or else my marks would be penalized.

It's not a presentation that I can be proud of. It annoys me when I think about it now.

Last night, we went hunting for food in Mega. Just trying the new pizza and eating other delicacies. We were so hungry at that time until everything served was finished in the blink of eyes. More and more empty plates were passed to the waiters. When it came to the main dishes, everyone was so excited.

But the service was so poor. and awful. The waitress just put a stack of plates with the cutlery in front of us. Which for me, it is rude. How come they charge so much for that terrible service? :/

We went for some groceries shopping at Giant.  The clumsy cashier plus my carelessness had cost me RM9. She scanned the milk thrice while I just bought two of them. I just realized about that when we were on our way back to UIA. I know I should check the receipt first but at that time we had to rush to search for a gift in Parksons that had already ready to be closed. Now, thinking of that cashier really made me pissed off!

Oh, What a day!

Today, I have another presentation. UNGS Presentation. The preparation is done so last minute. Luckily I have to present about 3 slides. but still I couldn't manage to present well. I mix all the info. I miss some important things. I forget about the hadith I have written in the cue cards. All info just happen to lost at that time.

All this happen because I'm worried about my EAW final draft. I am not able to pick it today. In the end of the day, madam ask me to pick it on Monday, which means I have to sacrifice my morning time and go to KOS just for that final draft. -.-"

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17 Dec 2011

Another presentation for today as well as the end for all exhaustion. Our group is the last one to present. Alhamdulillah, we manage to finish the presentation and end our sufferings. The best part is I'm the first presenter so I am the first person who ends the nervousness. but the worst part is, I present 2 slides only instead of three. I forget about that. Thus my colleague needs to cover that part for me. What a terrible me.
Because of that, during Q&A session, I choose to be silent rather than trying to answer.

hrmmm.. our banner, as expected receives a not really good comment. Well, it's an art people. Arts can be anything, abstract. Arts is not straight, and fixed. Different people have different vision. Unluckily, your vision is not the same as mine.

Well, at least the panelists are interested with our idea. Maybe the programme proposed makes him reminiscing his childhood. thus, asking us to conduct traditional games that we never heard of.

Tawakal is the only thing I can do now. We plan, Allah does the rest.

Anyway...

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Weak Weekend

The internet is super duper slow.Dear IIUM WiFi, you're getting on my nerve!so irritating. :/

Salam and hi people!

First of all, I don't know what this :/ stands for. I just use it anywhere I like.

Yesterday, Abah called and told me Anim is going for an interview at Shah Alam this coming Tuesday. The SPC interview for The Fast Track Programme perhaps. The programme that is based on the Trial result allows you to start your study before the actual SPM result is out. The one that I couldn't apply when I was Form 5 due to some reasons. Oh my, I am so jealous!


She's so lucky for getting this opportunity as she has worked hard for the past 2 years. I can see that. In fact, all of us can see that. I mean, who will stay quietly studying and doing Add Math exercises while everyone is having fun watching telly during Hari Raya? But she will. And she did. Until one of my aunts wishes that their son will be like her. And she got 9 A's for her Trial. It's not impossible for her to get the same result for SPM too.

I am imagining how it will be if me and her are in the same university, ok it's not necessary to be in the same U but somewhere in overseas (how I wish I can study in London even the cost is so killing me), and living under one roof. I am doing my Masters while she's doing her Undergrad studies there. Won't it be exciting? I'm looking forward for that. :)

I hope she can get through the interview and manage to secure a place for her. So that she's not going to waste her 5 months holiday of doing nothing except sleeping and eating. Like me. What a shame.

When I woke up this morning, I received a call thru Skype from Abah. Yeah, they're in Terengganu right now, attending my cousin's reception, and after that will head to Kelantan. How I wish I can join them.

However, it is so impossible. There are tonnes of assignments that await for me to finish them. Last week, we were given another assigment.Sigh.Next week, there will be two important presentations to be done.Sigh.

The most important thing is, there are less than 3 weeks for me to sit for the final exams and I still don't have the time even to thumb through the books!Sigh.

and what am I doing here, sighing all over? I should start typing the assignments now. Oh no, I should go for lunch first and then start typing the assignments. That's better, right?

Till then.


p/s: I'm thinking of blogging in English but sometimes I will use Malay too. This is the best way to improve and strengthen my English besides reading and listening to English songs. Just my 2 cents. =)

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Random Things #2 or #3

it's so obvious that i don't have any idea on what to write at the title part. and I am not even sure it should be 2 or 3. pffftt

salam and hi people!

it has been a long time since i wrote here. even my holiday diaries are still in the dashboard. and what's happening here? i'm writing in English?
Hellooo..EAW fever is not ending yet! HAHA.

FYI, EAW stands for English for Academic Writing, a subject taken this sem, merely about how to write a good thesis (for a beginner). The class is about 3 hours per day and 2 times per week, which will really make you feel tired about this English thingy.

But still I find learning English is better than Bahasa Melayu. Ooopss!

Mind you, during Form 4, I had once been one of the highest scorers in English but one of the lowest in BM. So ironic.And mama even said when she saw the result, "Anak mat salleh ke ni?". HAHA. that's funny -.-" Abah? Cool aje. "It's ok, try again next time." Cayalah!

Ok, i'm not trying to emphasize here that my English is good or whatsoever. I'm still a learner, an amateur. I think it's my primary school english classes had taught me everything. All my English teachers were all Indians. They were nice, but they could be as fierce as the lion. Seriously! I still remembered when I was in Standard 4, my English teacher had this habit; she would throw our books outside the class if she wasn't satisfied with the homework. I used to see my book flew with my own eyes, into the drain. Luckily, the drain was not wet. Yeah, luckily. And compared to Penulisan, I prefer English Essay. I can write pages of Essay but not for Penulisan. and sometimes, I don't even know how to start the introduction. But I still use BM as my first language. =)

oh, did I mention that today's title is Random Things? Does it relate to each other, Random Things and EAW? My bad , people. and I have a feeling that this entry is gonna be a long entry. It's up to you whether to read it till the final dot or just click the "X" there. =)

Now, a few trivia about this sem:

1) I have been able to finish about 4 novels - Thanks for the Memories by Cecelia Ahern, The Gatecrasher by Madeleine Wickham, The Shoe Princess's Guide to the Galaxy by Emma Boyd, and The Gap Year for Grown Ups by Annie Sanders. There are another 3 in the queue, which even me myself don't know when I can hold and read them.

2) This sem is the busiest sem I ever have, with tonnes of assignments, presentations and lab reports, not to mention that EAW report. Alhamdulillah, our group had finished while the other group still in the making process. Thanks to Madam M for making our lives so hectic the past few days. At least I managed to get few hours to sleep while some of my groupmates were not.

3)I'm going to receive a souvenir from Australia eveyone! HAHA. so sorry for over reacting. but hey, wouldn't u feel the same?  i'm not asking for it anyway, just giving a hint. HAHA. going to check for the parcel tomorrow!

4) My time management is so bad! I am not watching too much dramas this sem let alone to online. Thanks to the super slow Internet. I don't even have the chance to skype with my  family.I miss them so much. Do they miss me? I hope they do and will remember me during their trip to Terengganu this weekend. I'm not joining them for good. Hopefully. even though mama asked me to go from here. and I refused to do so.I'm not willing to go through the exhausting journey. not now.

5) The 5 months holiday really makes my body feels bad! I will feel tired quickly. When I went for jogging with Ru and Yana for the first time in this sem,I had realized my stamina had become so terribly terrible.I have to control my food intake. I'm doing it now. Never ever offer me something nice just to test my patience or else you will receive a glare or hear me whining. Thank you.

6) I had joined volleybal for the Interbatch Games. It was fun even though we couldn't bring back any medals. It's worth for an experience. The last time I had the ball in my hand was during Form 2. Yana called me Lady Gagah as I made a weird expression in the photo while everyone gave a lively one. Unfortunately, I can't upload it here.thanks to the super slow internet again.Yeah, seriously it is fun if you don't consider the muscle ache as the side effects. I have to take medicine prescribed to treat the inflammation. My face had got seriously tanned too. It's good for you not to play it outdoor especially when the sun is shining and scorching just above your head!

7) I already have my own jersey! with my name written on it! yeay! FANA with the word H for Halim, my father's name. instead of putting the letter for K or F (only my bestfriends know what is this). HAHA. consider it as an appreciation to my father. I'm a good daughter, am I? I''m so excited as this is my first time to own a jersey. even though managing them really gives me headache. It's not easy to handle 36 different requests in a short time!

8) My midterm results are not something that can be proud of. I had flunk a paper. maybe 2. badly. until it made me eating about 9 slices of Secret Recipe cakes.and later i regretted for doing that as it caused the fat in me to increase. what a terrible me. Thanks to Hanis, Yana, Akmar and Jibah for bringing me there and hearing me whining all evening. And i cried a river. In my heart at first.I won't show the sadness to anyone even to my family. Then, I desperately looked for a sad movie, and wasted so many pieces of tissues while watching it. And that's it. I'm Lady Gagah, remember? :')

Now, I have to work harder. Yes, Work harder, Dilligently and Intelligently. I have enjoyed so much and now I really need to put a full stop to it. I have to think of my goals frequently.

9) I have this one habit, reading blogs written by overseas students. Pagihari.solarstreak.com has always been my favorite.Amri, u are such amazing talented people! and the latest, Hanafedora.co.uk. thanks to wawa for recommending this blog! it's marvellous! they are like my motivator and my inspiration. One day, I'm gonna be like them. Insyaallah. do pray for me! =)

10) Tomorrow i'll be having 2nd quiz for Genetics. and what am I doing now? I should hit the books!


till then. toodles!



Friday, August 19, 2011

Quickies #26

DAY 46
(4/6/2011)

salam.

disebabkan hari ni ada kenduri, so, bangun je dah kena siap siap baju nak pakai semua. then, tengah hari pergi kenduri. mama dan abah happy sangat sebab pengantin lelaki (kenduri tu rumah pengantin perempuan) tu rupanya anak bekas jiran sebelah rumah kami. wah,eksaited betul diorang pergi jumpa rombongan pengantin tu. ye la, long lost neighbour katakan. banyak benda diorang nak stori, tapi sebab kami berenam buat muka ajak pergi kenduri cepat cepat, maka conversation pun di hentikan sementara.mana tahan woh berdiri tengah tengah panas terik tu. tengah hari ok. peluh turun macam hujan je rasa.

then pergi ambil makanan semua sebab sekarang kan banyak kenduri buat ala buffet.elok je duduk, DJ buat announcement rombongan pengantin lelaki dah sampai. masa kitorang jumpa diorang tu, diorang tengah rest sekejap dekat rumah sebelah rumah kenduri tu. then, bermulalah persembahan silat semua. izzuddin dengan sepupu sepupu yang sebaya dengan dia haruslah eksaited pasal silat silat ni. tapi aku buat dek je.nak habiskan makan cepat cepat supaya boleh balik cepat sebab aku dan anim nak tengok 2pm dekat tv HAHA.

dah habis makan, pergi join geng isteri isteri (mama + my aunts+ my cousins) sekejap sebab mama tak bagi balik lagi. padan muka tak dapat tengok 2pm. anim tarik mulut muncung HAHA.tiba tiba kakak tunjuk abah yang sedang enak menjamu selera bersama rombongan pengantin. wah wah dapat mandat besar untuk join rombongan pulak.

lepas tu, balik rumah tok, petang tu bertolak balik ke kampung sebelah mama pulak sebab senang nak pergi jeti. kami nak pergi holiday di Langkawi untuk 3 hari 2 malam huhuhuhu.

malam baru sampai sana. tapi tak pergi rumah tok terus.singgah pasar malam dulu then pergi dinner. masa dinner, selera aku dah hilang sebab perut dah masuk angin kot. makan nasi goreng pon tak sampai setengah. tiba tiba rasa sakit perut sangat sangat. terpaksa terjah toilet di situ.oh, i hate public toilets so much!

masuk dalam kereta je, sakit perut semakin menjadi jadi.macam ada enhancer pulak. bila sampai je rumah tok,aku terus masuk,nampak ada bantal 2 ketul depan tv, terus baring. rasa macam nak tercabut je perut masa tu. tak sempat salam salam dulu pun. nasib baik pakteh ada pil chi kit teck aun tu. telan sebungkus and try untuk pejamkan mata sekejap. orang lain tengah happy enjoy makanan dekat tepi.sedih giler.

 then, rasa nak vomit. habis semua makanan dalam perut, including sosej keju panggang yang sedap tapi mahal keluar. badan jadi lembik. ulang alik masuk tandas berzillion kali. sampai rasa takde apa yang boleh dibuang. vomit sampai tekak kering. aku rasa aku kena diarrhea.in fact, the worst diarrhea ever. dah tak boleh nak fikir pasal holiday.

mama suruh pakteh beli 100plus sebab aku memang tak boleh nak telan apa pon. air masak pon tak dapat diterima. tapi, nasib 100plus pon sama. kesian pakteh dah tengah malam pon kena keluar sebab nak beli 100plus sebotol je.

dah mandi mandi salin baju semua, aku vomit balik. condition masih dalam keadaan yang sama. terus mama suruh pergi klinik. masa tu dah hampir pukul 1 pagi. tok kejutkan pakteh suruh dia drive. still in pj, aku pergi klinik.sarung cardigan dengan tudung je.of course mama dan abah ikut sekali.awal awal abah dah ajak pergi klinik tapi aku degil sebab takut doktor HAHA.

 cari punya cari klinik takde satu pun yang buka.takde klinik yang 24hours dekat area Jitra tu! mula mula mama cakap " jom pergi hospital jitra lah". dengar je perkataan hospital, terus aku geleng kepala.HAHA. then,lepas dah tak dapat nak cari klinik, aku pun setuju je lah untuk pergi hospital. aku takut kena masuk ward, sebab tu lah tak setuju. tapi, last last terpaksa jugak.

 wah, turun kereta je tangan dah sejuk. masuk register dekat kaunter, bagi IC. then,tiba tiba dia panggil dan tanya aku "adik, belajar dekat sini ke?alamat dalam ic tak sama?". oh, buat aku gelabah je pakcik ni, nak tanya pasal alamat rupanya. then aku dan mama jawab "balik kampung dekat sini."

lepas tu tunggu turn. nasib baik mama teman sekali masa turn aku HAHA. penakut betul. masa MO check, nampak attendant tolak troli sorang budak lelaki lebih kurang sebaya aku tengah masuk air. sempatlah jugak aku jeling jeling dekat ECG tu. then,dia tanya " lajunya heart rate.takut ke?" dengan muka poyo aku jawab " eh,tak lah.sejuk kot." dalam hati hanya Allah je yang tahu. ye lah, kalau kena tahan, macam mana?esok pagi kena bertolak awal.

then, MO tu cakap "nasib baik datang awal sikit.kalau tak, mungkin dah kena masuk ward.untuk masuk air," then dia senyum. Alhamdulillah, masih boleh nak pergi holiday esok. Fuh, hensem jugak MO ni walaupun mata dia merah. aku syak dia mengantuk. HAHA. takkanlah masuk habuk kan?hospital kan bersih HEHE. actually, masa dia senyum aku tak nampak pon dia senyum sebab dia pakai mask.tapi,aku boleh agak dia senyum sebab mata dia adalah "smiling eyes" macam Kangin!

dah dapat ubat, keluar dan baliklah.nasib baik tak kena bayar HAHA. masuk je kereta mama cakap "kalau pergi hospital terus tadi kan senang." sentap!

sampai rumah tok dah pukul 2.30 pagi macam tu. makan ubat then terus tidur tak sedar diri.kesan ubat yang baik punya.


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